Hi, I understand what you are feeling. We received my dad's result on 31st Aug 2013 that hes got lung cancer and it spread to his spine and pelvis. My world has turned around upside down but life must go on. My dad and my family are keeping strong because we have faith that he will be healed because there is nothing impossible with God. I advise you to seek God and find truth in His Word (bible). I love praying and just talking to God normally as if He is just here but really if you accept Jesus he will live in your heart. Only if you are open and willing. I am not worried at all. I like being around with friends but right now i lessened it because as much as possible i want to spend my time with my dad/family. He needs us more than ever. I created him a facebook account so people can send him messages or any encouragements on his wall. I downloaded viber on his phone so he could talk to his relatives all around the world at the same time. I send him Bible verses via sms everyday or write it on the whiteboard on our fridge. It is good to ponder on these things because it is the TRUTH. God bless you. ... View more