I have only just found this site, how I wish I had know about this site earlier.I just came across your post.
My husband passed away two years ago from secondary cancer after he had a successful operation for oesophageal cancer.
We had been married for 36 years.
And I know exactly what you are going through, I went to pieces and didn't know how on earth I was going to hold myself together for our 3 beautiful children and for my husband who was now relying on me.
As 'smartyalligatorpants' says it zaps your strength, health, energy and everything in it's path.
You need to take care of you, so you can care for your family and that is so important....and talking to other people helps, but choose who you share with because so many people have no idea what you are going through. Hang in there!!!
Louiedog
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