Hi everyone. It's almost 2 years after diagnosis of melanoma (stage 3), and 2.5 years after my cervical cancer (stage 1) diagnosis. And I feel like I'm spending my life waiting....just waiting... for it to come back or for it to be far enough behind me to be confident it's not coming back. Does everyone feel like this? My friends and family have moved on, to them it's over, but I'm still having 3 mth and 6 mth check ups and have 1 March next circled as D-Day, my 2 year PET scan day for melanoma. I'm 34 and feel cheated somehow.. people are worrying about weddings or houses or kids and I'm worried about PET scans and spending ridiculous amounts of money on compression garments to try and keep my fast progressing lymphedema at bay. [A hangover from my melanoma surgery]. I'm so grateful I'm alive. But I'm also tired of the fallout from having cancer. Any advice greatly appreciated! X
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