Well here I am. I need to tell someone out there in this big brown land of ours with so much going on at the moment. Last week I was thinking about what tiles I wanted for my kitchen and this week Im on this website. The man I love has had not good news. I have never been affected by cancer with someone I love until now. I would climb the highest mountain, swim the deepest ocean, walk the thousand miles through the scorching desert and never have a second thought. Here I am with the most dreadful news. This journey that is just beginning. We have hardly taken the first couple of steps in this cancer journey. I think, if he lets me, if he is willing to have me along for the journey, I will be there every step of the way. Except Ive never done this before. I dont know what to do. Whats too much or too little. Whats overbearing or not enough. Do I tell him I am devestated. That I cant think of anything else or do I just be so positive. But is that practical?? Do I tell him whats on my mind, do I tell him my fears. Its not my body going through this. Please someone tell me how to be with the most aussie of guys. The guy who says everything will be fine or I dont want to talk about it. The guy who is the epitome of an australian male. He knows I love him with all my heart. What do I do? Mary ... View more