Hi @JenniD,   Thanks for sharing your story.  You are a fighter and an inspiration for me.     Looking back, i know it's impossible to identify any one thing that could have caused this.  Was it a collar bone xray I had in high school?  Was it dental xrays?  Did I binge drink too much?  I'll never know and it's irrelevent.  All I can do is look forward now and battle hard, like you have been doing.     I find now that I am really appreciating the little things, especially spending time with my daughters.  Like tonight, I just sat on the couch and watched a movie with them.  Funny that I never realized how those times are some of the best times you have, until I got this perspective.   Not sure if I can help you, but it's good to know I'm not alone, that someone out there understands.   Cheers,   Pants ... View more