Hello Thanks for sharing your story. I lost my son Robert to bowel cancer earlier this year. The pain is so overwhelming. All of my body aches, every sinew and cell. I miss him so very much. The only thing that gets me through is the thought that he might somehow feel my pain and I know he couldn't bare it. No child wants to see their mum's hurting so I try to be strong for him but some days, like today, it feels to hard. I let the tears fall because I will cry for as much as I loved him and I loved him with all my heart. I hope you can be strong too. I dont kno why it helps but knowing that there is someone out there that understands does help so thank you.x ... View more