Hi my name is Janelle, i am 46 years old. In April i lost the love of my life to Stage 4 Metastatic Melanoma. We have three beautiful children, 19, 16 & 13 who now have to travel through life without their Dad. If one more person tells me I have to find a new kind of normal, i am going to scream, there will never be normal ever again. My husband Mark was my hero, he never gave up, his final few months were cruel & debilitating, he never complained or asked, why me. My heart aches, i feel so empty & alone. In the end i was the one who told him it was okay to go, in reality i never wanted him to leave. I only exist because there are three children who need me.
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