Hi all Im 44 yrs old and last year i lost my husband to cancer. We have a 21 yr old and 17 year old. I have no family near to me and hubbies family are not supportive. A year on and i find its gotten harder to cope with the sadness and harder to be a good mum to my kids who also struggle. They dont talk about thier struggle and i do, making me feel like a crazy person and needy... i feel overwhelmed some days which is damaging for my poor kids.   Have seen a psychologist to get some help but the grief and struggle never quiet goes away. How do you find hope again when cancer takes it all away.  ... View more