3 months ago I walked in from work to be sat down and received the worst news of my life my mum has been diagnosed with terminal pancreatic cancer that has spread to her bones and her liver, this all happened very quickly in a matter of a few weeks and turned our life upside down I wouldn’t usually post to this sort of thing but I’m constantly researching about things and reading everyone else’s stories and it gives me a bit of closure to be able to know there are lots of others going through the same  She has started palliative chemo to try and extend her life and she is very positive about it all and has changed her diet and lifestyle completely  but I sometimes wish she would just make the most of what she might have left and enjoy all the things she used to enjoy, but I’m also glad she’s got a good mindset that we could get a Miracle  its been very hard watching her deteriorate, and I feel like I’ve already lost my mum in a way because she’s not the same person anymore which sounds horrible but I’m just not used to all of this change suddenly , I’m only 20 and I feel like I’d be lost with out her And I don’t know how I’m going to cope when she passes  I feel like my life has become a ticking time bomb I don’t really have any questions but I’m just looking for some advice or to hear other people’s stories and coping mechanisms        ... View more