Evening,   I am so sorry for everything that you have been through, your situation sounds quite difficult and not receiving enough support from family cannot be easy either.  It sounds like your taking far too much on, your only human afterall. Perhaps it's time to seek outside assistance from government services??   You can contact the Cancer council to see what services are available for you. You can call on Ph: 13 11 20 and explain your circumstances. Or you could do more research on their website. Maybe you could seek an second opinion??? It never hurts to do so.   https://www.cancer.org.au/about-cancer/patient-support/     (Only if this apply to you). Or maybe if your open to the suggestion, palliative care could supply the on-going support needed? Being an primary carer can be difficult at times. It is usually recommended to have more than one person share the support. But of course, this differs from case to case.      (Just in case for emotional support - https://cancerqld.org.au/get-support/cancer-emotional-support/cancer-counselling-service/ ).   I hope something will assist. Please do remember to look after yourself as well. ... View more