Hi Joy1, I'm so sorry for what you are going through. I am going through the same thing. A different, rare cancer. My husband oscillates between angry and sad, mostly angry. Plus, he is in pain. It is excruitiating to watch him be in pain and be so angry. The truth is, he was angry before, but now it is a whole new anger...with sadness. It is heart-wrenching. He is also angry at me. I feel so guilty that he has cancer and I don't that I feel like I deserve his anger. Which, is not emotionally healthy. Anyway, you are not alone. I am sending you healthing thoughts and prayers.
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