Hi Sasha, I think how you are feeling is quiet normal for someone who has experienced a traumatic event in their life, as you obviously have. It can be quiet hard to accept what happened and move on. I had/have similar feelings after a nasty motor vehicle accident, so I can appreciate how you are feeling. I'm not aware of any meetup groups or meetings in Sydney related to cancer recovery, but if you are unable to find any, I would encourage you to seek assistance from either a doctor or a therapist. The talking about what you went through and your experience, will help you immensely (and obviously this is what you are seeking help with here in this post). Good luck. S.
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