thank you everyone for posting all your excellent information.....its hard to wait for my treatment and sleep thru the night etc...i am not looking forward to it....i hear everything your saying...everything getting a couple cavities filled and a new crown this week...got the radiologist a bit po's since he said he will now have to do another dry run to see if the mask needs to be changed and the shots remain the same etc ? my biggest worry of him shooting the left tonsil and then the left lymphs is the Parotid, submandel and sub lingual ....i dont see how he can do that without blasting out the salvararies....then i have a node by the thyroid...so good bye thyroid and some crossover to the right lymphs ....wow...some scary stuff... my general physician suggested not to get the PEG up front....he said he has doctors that can do it in office in 5-10 minutes whenever i need it...of course that baring weekends, holidays, vacations, golf etc. which is when you usually need it....the dietitian says to get it...the oncologist, radiologist and nursing staff for the radiation say ??? wait is ok...what the rush ??? i dont think they know the horror you people have lived and are still living...seems like they are disassociated with all the pain...I cannot get a straight answer out of the doctors about what they project my outcome will be with the pain and weight loss possible....or proton vs conventional radiation.....just get it done seems to be the prescription the choices i guess are nil...its not an elective surgery for a nose job or something....its life....or....death and i guess i just have to trust their judgement and see what i get at the end of the tunnel....usually not a good thing to do in a situation like this...thats why the forum is so important....its the only insight one has for their knowledge base. the waiting game for them to complete the treatment plan of the radiation and thinking about it is not enjoyable to say the least....up 3 a.m....most mornings and getting little sleep... i am trying to put on weight but its tough...its a full time job and a short time period....i am meeting with both dr's this week and will discuss the PEG further with them and try to shake them down about what they expect my condition to be if i try to go without....i will probably end up with an ulcer by the time it starts and may just get a PEG to forget about it...just dont know...cant afford to loose 15-20 lbs... regards Bill
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