I was given 6 months to live 9 months ago and I have been given chemotherapy then immunotherapy ongoing and now radiation therapy for small cell lung cancer, Two new tumors have metastasized to my chest wall they also have had radiation therapy 5 sessions each I'm in so much pain now especially at night on Fentanyl, OxyNom, Endone and others, Now a nurse from pelitve care I see every 2 weeks wants to give me a butterfly to administer Morphine on a regularly and I'm just sick of it , I wish I would just have a massive heart attack and die, I'm sorry if it offends but I'm just so tired of living
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