Hi Lee Roy Thank you for your reply. I am glad to read that your pain and suffering is being dealt with to give you some form of quality of life. It seems to be so ongoing with so many sufferring with pain, ongoing and neverending illnesses. Popping in to express my gratitude and gentle journeys to you. Ngahuia ... View more

Hi LeeRoy I thought I would write to you asking of your wellbeing and that today you are graced with love. It is Heartbreaking to read replies and the Deep Impact upon Mental Health especially the Heart. I can only imagine how you feel as at times one's despair can vary greatly.  I was diagnosed with Terminal Cancer with little hope of Recovery once they removed my Lung and I am still here 4 years later but I had to fight though I did not know I was doing so for it felt the opposite. If I was going to "kick the bucket" then it would be on my terms, it was not the Cancer that scared me, it was Life itself. I had to overcome many personal journeys to reach a point of, not acceptance but rather understanding beyond myself. I still question my Life but it is not with discontent but rather with  Who Am I, Why Am I Here, questioning my Self Worth and Values and whether I could contribue to Life without Regret. I continue to Fight even in my darkest days, the Loneliness of Loss. In saying this I gained a New Life that I dreamt of as a child. There is no wrong path of healing for at the end of a moment we make our own decisions. I needed help in all aspects of my life and had to learn to walk again holistically. Four years of shedding layers. For me, I walk towards making moments count even in severe pain. I make my life matter. Its my responsibility to grow my family though I am separated from them and I have no children. I have received very little support over 4 years by choice.  We have so much to offer should it be a short or long time. May you be well Kind Regards Ngahuia ... View more

Greetings Lee Roy I understand the emotions that you are feeling, for like you I too suffered in simlar when they diagnosed my survival rate, but I am still here. It is so Overwhelming Holistically that our Coping Mechanisms are not what we hoped for.  Such Courage to Share to let us Read your Voice hence helping others to Express the Emotions we too often keep to ourselves. Thank You and Heal with Light ... View more