I am so happy to find this group as it deals with the taboo about mean cancer sufferers who makes they love ones suffer - intentionally or not. I cannot believe that the egg shelves, punch bags, mask of being nice and strong for the outside world including doctors and counsellor (yes, I made my partner to have a counsellor and she was so impressed how well he was handling the treatment 🙂 ) are so regular. And what surprise and even more anger I receive when I mention these symptoms because then I am blamed it is only me who is having the problem and complain and being sensitive. It has been over 5 years with full recovery and the anger symptoms got better and stabilised on about 50-60%, but never fully disappeared so my partner was never as before the diagnose. Physically even after life changing surgery he is doing exceptionally well. Before Christmas there was a suspicion for leukaemia and it started all again in full. Only because we truly love and care for each other I did not left him but gave an ultimatum to find a professional doctor for him and myself in order to be able to live together. I found some info on the link below would it help anyone. Stay strong and do not let the cancer to destroy both/all of you. x   https://www.curetoday.com/publications/cure/2012/summer2012/seeing-red-coping-with-anger-during-cancer ... View more