Hello, I am 33 years old, and I was recently diagnosed with ovarian cancer. I am awaiting surgery so they can tell me what stage my cancer is in, and from there we will proceed with treatment. I have been mostly in a state of shock for the last 2 weeks. At first, I was in denial. I kept trying to convince myself that I was just catastrophizing. But when the doctor confirmed what I had been quietly dreading, it never really sank in. It still hasn't. I keep waiting for the moment where it hits me, and I just break down. I'll go through moments where I completely forget about it, and then the pain reminds me. The pain is a great reminder of what I'm afraid of feeling in the coming months. I have no idea what to expect, and all I can reference are movies or shows. Something tells me they arent being very accurate lol. I came here looking for people to connect with while going through this process, and maybe gain some insight from those who have walked in my shoes already. Anything will help at this point.
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