Fuck cancer Fuck cancer Fuck cancer   a week ago they said dad was cancer free,  we celebrated for a life we’d be able to live, I cheered as I thought he’d be able to see my baby grow up and get married, and now it’s gone. He won’t live to see his grandkids grown up.  He won’t be able to see his young daughters become adults. I’m so scared for my dad. He taught me everything. I can’t accept this and it’s eating me up.  today they said its going to worsen, they took half his lung out and removed the cancer a month ago.  Today they said it will spread and he will not live past 50. I just lost my Papa, I can’t lose my dad too.  two important men in my life. im scared. im not only scared for him im scared for my mother. 😢 he is her entire world. i can’t see her being fine without him.  i dont wanna accept this. I’m trying to hold myself together for my daughter but I’m crumbling and I have nobody ... View more

hi everyone,  a few months ago we got the devastating news my dad had cancer, he found out it was early stage so they booked him in for an Operation to remove it. Which they did.  Last week we were told he was Cancer Free!  but then our happiness was taken away within a few day’s, dad was coughing black stuff up and moving around in pain, he went for an X-RAY to find out he had Fluid in his lung, on that same day they took another X-ray and he went back today for the results & They said his cancer is rare and it’s incurable.. they told him he won’t live past 50 because if it spreads it will spread to the brain 😢 My dad is only 45.  I feel like my world is crushed, I can’t live without my dad. I don’t want to accept this.  in the meantime my dad has been rebelling, he’s scared, he is doing things he wouldn’t usually do and he’s not helping himself. He’s still so young, he’s got 7 of us kids and the youngest is 6.  desperate for support as I live hours away from my family. I’m scared and feel powerless right now.  ... View more