Dear Jaynie, I have just joined this service as I am experiencing the same problem as you my mother has stage for I’m a static breast cancer and is also my best friend that has been a long slow process and it’s like a rollercoaster it started off with the length and in her breast with lymph nodes they noticed spots on her spine and back but never process further testing she’d had surgery chemo and radiation and his on her main therapy tablets recently added her getting sicker and sicker and we just found out it is now in her bones and bloodMy family lives far away and her partner does not help at all my biggest fear is also losing my mother and it’s very draining and isolating and some people just don’t understand how you feeling just know that it’s okay to feel like this and it’s okay to be scared you’re doing the best you can do and you’ve done the right thing by joining his support service if you would ever like to talk I’m happy to chat sending you love ... View more