My husband is the same.  I feel so trapped and exhausted and unappreciated.  So sick of the ridiculous narcissistic pity party that is always about him and his cancer and never about the good things left the fact I have rearranged my whole life to care for him and still juggle running my business and still having time with my new and only granddaughter.  No matter how much I do it is wrong and not good enough.  Then when he gets really sick again and is scared he gets a little better but it never lasts on this roller coaster in hell.  I can’t win no matter what I do.  The daily fights over his rudeness and disrespect are so horrible, I am so tired of it and him. It is embarrassing as a strong independent woman to have to put up with this sh**.  I never get to relax, even at night, he is up at all hours, and evenin a separate room I get woke up and my requests for hiring someone to help fall on deaf, cheap and judgmental ears.  Like I should be able to do it all for months on end with no freakin help.  #tired#overit ... View more