Your post made me cry. Why is cancer so destructive and why can't they figure it out after all this time. I don't have a definite diagnosis yet - just found out on Monday. CT scan this Friday. I am so terrified that they will tell me I only have a month or so to live. Only my husband knows so far. I haven't had the courage to tell my 3 daughters yet - they are 27, 29 and 30 but it's going to be really hard. I'm barely holding myself together. My hands are so shaky since Monday and I get these chills which is unusual because it's been so hot here in PA. I understand about the baby coming. My youngest just had a baby 2 weeks ago. I'm supposed to be the babysitter when she goes back to work in 4 weeks.
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