Hello, Im sorry to hear about your situation and of course your husbands. You wrote in March so I'm wondering if anything has changed.  Relating my own case might be helpful. My treatment had begun which included a slew of medication, some of it toxic and I became concerned and shocked that it was in fact true that I had Cancer. The reality hit home. My memory was affected and thinking became problematic and slow. I had a confrontation with a neighbour, very unpleasant. He was a new tenant and playing music between 2am and 3 am. My attitude was really shocking to me  and I guess my neighbour also. Even more dumb was that it was the wrong neighbour. Needless to say I apologised but I was bothered by my action and doubled down on my patience and tolerence. Being affected by weird meds and knowing I really did have the big C with a limited time left isn't really an excuse. Im learning to live with this now.  Its my sincere hope your situation is better. Peace is a  much better way to cope. Sj ... View more