Hi Ellah So sorry that you are going through this alone. I do not know what to say nor how to be of comfort to you. I just want to offer you friendship should you need someone to rant, share to help you get through this journey. I was there with my husband when he was first diagnosed till it was time for him to leave. Be gentle with yourself, you are worthy and don't let anyone else make you feel otherwise. Joy ... View more

My husband has just passed. He was diagnosed end 2016, had radiation and hormone therapy. We thought he had a new lease on life but then early 2018 the cancer had metastasised to the bone. After being operated, radiation and chemo he recovered but the cancer was an aggressive strain and came back early this year and spread to his liver and lungs. He fought to the end. I cared for him through out his cancer journey and the last few months and weeks were very hard on him and me. He tried his best to be a good patient and I did my best to be a good carer. I guess at the end we just have to be more compassionate and understanding for what our husband is going through. For everyday that he was alive I take comfort in knowing that we have more time together and there may still be a slight chance that things will turn around. I don't know how to comfort you, I can only share with you what I have been through. I hope it will help you. ... View more