I gilly and I just wish I knew about the damage treatments can do to your marriage I now live in a van park caring for myself while fighting my 6th year of terminal kidney cancer my body is starting to fail me my wife cared for me for 5 years and never left my side she was my hero and still is but she gave up on me and made me leave our home and children due to us arguing and me saying mean things to her ,we were always so in love but we never seen this coming and never seeked help ,I wish we did now .I love her and miss her so much it hurts a lot and isn’t helping with my cancer ,iv now stopped all treatments and painkillers and I’m in pain a lot but at least I’m normal in my mind again ,I wish I could turn back time . Nows the time I need my wife and children but it’s too late It’s all my fault but too late to fix it I hate this cancer iv lost everything iv ever worked hard for that is the love of my life my wife and kids I’m forever sorry she was such an amazing wife and mother  ... View more

Hi my name is Gilly iv been fighting kidney cancer now going on 6 years they took out my left kidney and it then spread to my lungs my main ayorta to my heart and my liver they gave me 18 months to live 6 years ago it’s changed my life it made me angry and the treatments messed with my head and body in a bad way iv had 4 treatments and now I’m just trying to enjoy my life but I can’t my wife recently kicked me out so I now have lost her and my children I still love my wife so much ,this cancer has taken everything iv ever loved and worked hard for I also miss our 5 children a lot my won’t talk to me she hasn’t in 2 months it hurts a lot , I’m telling my story because I’d hate to see other cancer sufferers go through this . I find it hard now to keep going with the fight I love my family and miss them so much  ... View more