Hi LindaG! So my doctor keeps saying that I'm healthy and feeling pains around the body is normal. However I know when there is a sudden change and something wrong. He said that he would give me a referral to where I would like, however I've one lots of research on scans and they are not good for you. I really don't want to get scans done. Scans are done in ways that alter you in a bad way, sure it might take a long time to see the effects, and it might not be vastly significant, but I feel like anything that makes me worse is just something I don't feel I can risk. I know, being lonely is scary, especially when you realize that those who you love might not care about you or understand your condition as much as you thought. We really are all ultimately alone, and that's very scary. How can someone make peace in themselves knowing their total destruction is impending. I may not be in that situation, but we all could die at any moment for many reasons, it's very scary. I pray God and forces of good take care of us that deserve it. Thank you for your support. ... View more