Well I am back from New Zealand, great holiday with my wonderful friends, and I guess this is why we go through the chemo to have good times again.I is hard to come back to blood tests scans appointments etc.It was so easy to pretend the last six months never happened and it was a bad dream,small reminders such as daily injections and hair continuing to fall out.On the whole it was very restfull for the soul with friends who were prepared to listen and not dismiss it all. As with erverybody, some friends could not cope and that's ok, because the true friends were there for me, so to my very cherished New Zealand friends, a very big thank you for making me feel loved and wanted.To all of you my new friends, I hope you also have friends who make you feel loved despite your illness.
S
