I haven't spoken to anyone since I finished treatment about much.
I obviously have a lot on my mind or else I wouldn't be here as an anonymous blogger. I'm due to see a CBT psych next week. She's a woman who has an ideal way of being for you to work towards.
I'm at the stage where I'm too tired to live in fear. It's unsustainable.
I've spoken to 2-3 young survivors of lymphoma. One who went through it 10 years ago.
It really helps to meet other young adult survivors. I'm still young medically speaking.
My fear is this: can I beat cancer and be okay physically after my body has been hrough so much. Can I regenerate? Could this indeed be a life changing experience, but a one off?
Last year, I assumed I would be around today. Today, I assumed the universe still wanted me.
Hope is what keeps us going.
Cancer Council NSW would like to acknowledge the traditional custodians of the land on which we live and work.We would also like to pay respect to elders past and present and extend that respect to all other Aboriginal people.