The last 6 years have taken its toll , but day after day we take that step to make it a better day .
This is my first entry and its hard to put down whats in my head. I guess once i start it shall just flow like the oceans waves .
im going to keep this short as im not sure as to yet im going to write , im scared that once i start that reality will set in , facing it i cant seem to do at this stage .
