I do....
Today after my husband recently diagnosed with stomach cancer in late nov 2009, was told there is a big clot in his leg and basically have.. injections to thin the blood which may cause an internal bleed which he had emergency surgery for 3 days before christmas and nearly died...
or have filter to minimise it going to the lungs which is fatal....
We have decided to stop chemo because he can't fight anymore... he is almost bed bound, no energy and not having the quality of life... we hoped for.
But tomorrow is another day....
I wait and hope for peace...it may not come but I have family who are fantastic and two beautiful children who keep me getting out of bed...
Thanks for all the support and kind words.. I know you all know what this is like. and that is so so comforting.
Wifeyb xoxo
