I keep having dreams about my husband... husband... sounds weird when i say it because he is no longer... yet was only mine for a month... in my dreams he is talking and acting so normal, yet i know he isnt supposed to be there... i miss him so much it hurts. I feel like he was just supposed to go away for a little bit and come back.. is this normal? I sit here in disbelief at times and think 'did i just get through that?'....
