It's been 12 days since my husband and Father to my 2 kids has gone...
Today I started to make the inevitable ph calls and now I just feel sad...
He has gone, it feels more real today!
Centrelink asked how old he was and I said 35... they sounded so shocked after I told them he fought hard for 7 months with stomach cancer.
But at any age losing someone you love is always going to be hard.
Some days I don;t want to be head of the household.. somedays I want someone to take care of me...
But I have 2 little souls relying on their Mum now for everything... I am everything they have now..
It's lonely... but I'm sure there are rainbows coming... just keep looking up not down or I shall miss them.
Thanks for all your messages of support.. you all deserve lots of cyber hugs!!!
One day at a time...onwards I go ready to begin this new chapter in my life
Cancer Council NSW would like to acknowledge the traditional custodians of the land on which we live and work.We would also like to pay respect to elders past and present and extend that respect to all other Aboriginal people.