g'day everyone, I was told four days ago that I have lung cancer. I have a large support group of family and friends but although they are trying to say and do all the right things they are not in our boat. I feel that I have no hope and all I can think of is death and the fact that my mother died at my age, that is 57. I am having a hard time believing that God could be repeating history with me. Mum had just done up her house (I have also) and got it beautiful (me too). I am feeling terrible for causing such pain to everyone that loves me, they have been turning up at my door crying and I know they cant help it, I have heard their pain in their voices over the phone. oooo f*** this is bad!
