dont know how ppl really do this.. i feel like im dying.. my husband of one month passed a little over two weeks ago and i feel like im getting worse not better... how do u do this? i try and get out and do this and that but i feel so achey sore all the time everything is such an effort for me... i feel panicky and when i think of my future without him in overwheelms me.. im so tired of this fucked up feeling! i thought itd be easier knowing he was dying but i was wrong.. i feel so awful 😞
