my baby left us and has gone to heaven this week.. this has been such a touch week.. i have been in and out of hospital with my own health issues 😞 im devestated is an understatement.. i thought i could prepear for this but i guess nothing can ... it sucks! i miss him so much i had a meltdown the other day and acted like a crazy person.. i wet the bed, refuse to sleep act like a child.. lucky i have my parents to help me.. i feel like he will be back and he's just on a long holiday... the look on his face when he finally passed was not what i expected.. i thought it would be scary with his mouth open.. instead it was a smile a real smile with this look of relief on his face.. 🙂 my beautiful angel xoxo
