@Nat I am sorry to hear that, yes life is unpredictable you are just a little older than I, it is a terrible thing to hear, I want to start a facebook group but I am not sure what to call it, we don't want crazies, then again that might be a fun distraction,I love life but it sure does suk sometimes, and if it is trying to give me that message, i am pretty sure think I got it. good on you all for reaching out lets see if we can support each-other that would be fantastic, Maggie Taylor