Hi sweetie, Oh I just know how you were feeling about your dad and I hope you got to have a talk to him so you could tell each other how much you love each other and how much you will miss each other. I was 15 when my dad died rapidly of liver cancer and he too was just a waife, and was halucinating, from memory it was the morphine. My dad also waited to see my sister for her 13th b'day. We lived with mum and he hadn't seen her. We went and saw him after school on a wed night and as my mum and I held him, we told him to go to sleep as he was so exhausted. He did, and never woke up. I am so pleased to this day we held him and we were the last people he saw.....that memory will live with me forever. I hope that next Tues is a wonderful celebration of his life and that you can laugh and cry about all the wonderful and funny things he did. Lots of love and strength to you sweetie. Love Mihalo