He is getting more upset and worried he is dying. Even though i say to him dont be, Be happy and spend happy days with me. Deep down i am hurting too. And i cry everyday without him seeing as i need to be strong for him. Today is another chemo to prolong his life and another doctor review. I dont know what to say to the doctor anymore. His vibe is saying he has given up too. How to be positive when doctor already given up before you reach the end. Very loss.
