Roller coaster...this is just an overwhelming experience. I have the most beautiful daughter and grand daughter and the hardest part of this whole thing is the hurt I have caused to them. The pain is nothing the diagnosis is nothing, the battle, now that's where they hold me in warrior mode. Fight stand up get up poke that doctor,ask questions. Trials ...we don't know...medicine is not the God in this world. Miracles happen. My experience has taught me there are no guarantees in medicine. Death sentence is highly over rated. Don't live dying! Worry will give u nothing. Love is the single most important thing that u will see in the eyes of your children and those u love back! Hang in there back your self, I do believe in seeing everyone, every being that ever has been will be again. Hello have u seen the age and size of our universe...what do we know? It's fear that makes us more sick. It's fear that creates anxiety sadness ...throw it away. It is natural to die but it's not natural we should be constantly in fear. Scared? ...f yes but only of creating sadness. If I could make a day for u,I would give u a morning golden and new, .....give u a night steeped in moonshine. Dosent say anything about shitting the bed with fright and constantly sad. Grateful . That's where the fear subsides,by feeling so grateful we ever had the chance to see those beautiful eyes looking back. Battle on my fellow warriors we have a war . Overthrow the tyrant of fear. Smile. It will make all around u and u grateful. Kindest wishes
