Expressive Writing

Hi there, This is my first post. I have recently been diagnosed with stage 4 bowel cancer. If anyone has a few tips that would be great. Yesterday I had to come home not even 20 minutes into grocery shopping due to stomach cramps and still going a couple hours after, with pain killers. The pain and fatigue are taking my days over quickly. I do online shopping however I would like not to feel so sick 😷 all day. Any tips? Thanks, Vanessa  ... View more

Step 1...blood test, numbers extremely high. Step 2 ...biopsy, can't believe I did that. Step 3...PET scan to see if it spread. I will BEAT this!     ... View more

had news i may not be alive for long 😞 ... View more

Is it just me or does everyone seem to crumble around you as soon as you tell them you have cancer  ... View more

How can you tell I love you? I kiss you when you are sleeping I tickle your back to help you sleep I like to touch you when you sleep I check to see if you are breathing during the night I hold your hand when we're out walking together I rest my hand on your leg when you are driving I sit with you for long hours in hospital I don't want you bored for endless hours sitting waiting for me in hospital I worry about you I nag you about your health because I care I cut your hair, trim your beard I like to snuggle and I like you spooning me I go into boring shops with you, including shopping I sit with you whilst you watch countless hours of American Pickers I check on you when you're late home I worry you work too hard I worry when you don't sleep well I don't want to lose you I love hearing you laugh ... View more