Hi @Leonie1111 , you've certainly got a lot to navigate and many tough decisions to make. I'm so sorry to hear you have also lost your two older brothers to cancer and watched them go through treatment. It must have been really hard and I can see how that would carry through into how you're feeling about your own journey.
It sounds like you're in good hands with your medical team as they guide you through your treatment options. I can hear how you're struggling with making the best decision for you though. You're not alone in that as many others also have found this challenging.
Perhaps someone here in the community can offer some words of wisdom?
Here is a resource that might give you a bit more information: Chemotherapy.
Also, you may wish to call our support line and talk to one of our health professionals, many of whom are oncology nurses, and speak to them about different support options that might be available to you. Counselling may be one option that could help to talk through what you're feeling about your situation. You can call them on 13 11 20 on weekdays.
Stay strong,
Miranda
CCNSW
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