I'm so sorry you feel like giving up.
I can't say that I know how you feel because I haven't walked in your shoes.
Me personally. I use every day to try to make this world a little better for my love ones.
I'm not sure what I got. I'll know soon enough.
No matter what it is I got I'm going to live my life so that my grandchildren will learn not to give up
Hope you are feeling better
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