Hey Lars1983, i'm new, and my mum has Non-Hodgkins lymphoma. she is 44, diagnosed two years ago, and has been through the whole kit and cabodoole, 6 months of chemo ( my mum had mabthera instead) cat scans and lots of prodding with needles. She was worn out, but made it through. I am only 13, so I don't know that much about her treatment, but she was scared too. Just, be brave I guess, i'm sure you will be fine.