i cant stand it

[tisme]

I have an ultrasound tomorrow , to find out what is going on with the ovaries etc doc is treating it like cancer till he finds out other wise , im so scared i feel sick ,  there is only me and autistic daughter left of the family , thought i had friends but i dont , i fear she will end up on the streets if anything happens to me . I try to hide it but she senses something is wrong and is constantly asking me if Im ok and if she is the cause.  Ive never felt so alone I dont know what to do  Im angry too , ive cared for so many others for so long now I need support and care and Im alone 

[sch]

Hi tisme,

Well, you're in good company here, because we know how you are feeling.

Look, in case you are not aware, many people with cancer have the same issue. Just read a few threads.

So many friends and family just vanish at the mention of the "c" word. I suspect that it's because they don't know how to react. Have you tried directly asking them for support or assistance??

Perhaps also try calling some charities or a GP and seeing what sort of support can be arranged for you and your daughter, to assist you.

 Best of luck

-s

[tisme]

family is dead just the two of us now , friends ive not had in several years too busy caring for elderly family ( now gone ) charities cant seem to help neither can gp

[sch]

Hi Tisme,

Any luck with your ultrasound?

How did it go?

Best of luck!!

-s

[tisme]

was ok but painful  now i wait till friday for the results  it will take 24 hours to send the report to the GP 

[sch]

Good luck with your results!