Oh thank you again, I honestly believe that we have to have the surgery, and the chemo. I have sent a copy of your reply to all my friends and family, and they are also very happy.
I also am taking it one day at a time, and doing everything that I can to get through this. I know it won't be easy, and really can't say I am looking forward to the surgery, but it is necessary to do this to get my life back on track. The cruise will be wonderful, a real celebration of my life back.
I believe that I have a good team behind me, I know the surgeon is doing a few of these surgeries, as each time I have seen him he has either been doing one or just done one. So he is getting in a lot of practice before me. And my oncologist from only the one appointment is very down to earth and honest. My cardiologist has been brilliant too, he did everything during the workup quickly, and if it wasn't for the blockage I would have had the operations by now and into the chemo post operatively. I think it is better this way anyway, and my heart is the best it has been in years. I have a biventricular pacer with an ICD, so my heart is being helped all the time and protected. I couldn't be in a better position to face all this.
Again thank you and I am so pleased that you are back on track. I too have had the 'poor buggar me' times, but like this occasion, I have found hope. You have given me a new lease on this, and I am really facing this treatment positively. My best friend also said that if I get down during the treatment she will just say to me, Think of Kasianne, and I am sure to pick myself up just thinking about your success.