Well... I was so busy in 2012 with treatment and preparing to relocate for further treatment that I really didn't have time to reflect. Now I have ALL this time... with nothing to fill it.
Specialist recently allowed me a short trip home to see children. That was hard. Being tourist in own town. Visitor to own children. Really drove home to me how my situation has changed.
Fortunately in only a few weeks the children will visit me for school holidays. Then I'll be in for it.
