It's a delicate balance for me, my work. I've only been with this company 7 months and lets face it, corporate Australia is under pressure, cut backs everywhere.
The truth is, I need my job. And, I'll need a break to recover and re-build after 'it' happens. So I'm holding on for as long as I can. I suffer feelings of guilt. I know I'll look back and regret not having spent more time with him but then again, he isn't who he was 2 months ago and back then we had the most amazing holiday in Paris, I can hold that memory close, forever.
It's tough being the carer. How are you coping? Do have good support and are you taking time to care for yourself? I haven't been but this weekend has made me realise how fragile I am and how important it is for me to have some "me" time. I'm going to book a hotel a have a couple of nights away from home closer to work so I can escape. Go to the gym, catch up on baths and facials and nails etc. I haven't been to a hairdresser since early December, last year!!!!
So, if you need an ear or some support, inbox me, I'm here and happy to chat, anytime.
Hugs, take care xxx jo
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