The book will seem unbelievable haha! Is there someone we let know about these weird posts? ... View more

would u believe I had an allergic reaction 2 tuna last night and had 2 go in to hospital via ambulance. I have never been in an ambulance before and felt very foolish but ambos insisted as my heart threw a wobbly!!! I am completely fine now, just sore throat, mouth, muscles n joints. Tongue and hands gone down so no longer look like mrs puff 🙂 very embarrassing with all the fuss, but if friends had a monetary value I would be a millionaire!!! They are all so wonderful. I am such a lucky person. :-) ... View more

Mihalo Ur amazing Alana ... View more

It is on jodielee12 post goodbye to my school buddy user name is esl ... View more

what do you mean by odd? Like the one on language courses or something. Is it someone trying to slip in their advertising???? I guess that means yes I have noticed some weird posts lol Alana ... View more

We will, thanks 🙂 Bj is never happier than when she is around water or pretty much nature in general!! I have suggested counselling a few times and thats when I get the you just like to create drama reply. Don't wanna say I give up butits getting close to that point for sure. Thursday was a year since my Grandad passed away from leukemia and a week today is the first anniversary of my best friends death due to suicide (brain damage after a motor accident resulted in an 8 year quest to end his life :-{). Thats how 2009 started. We found out T's diagnosis on my best friends birthday. (a bit spooky) So I myself am struggling and have been working with my gp who is also a trained psychologist. So according to T this is the reason for my thinking something is wrong with him, you know that old paranoia that counsellors 'put' things in your head. Will put it out of mine for the moment and enjoy my daughter. Catch up soon Alana ... View more

Thanks Jo, treatment finished in August. OP was early October. This is just the way it is I guess. And there is nothing wrong with him. Us girls just like to 'create drama' apparently. Little one was the target last night. She is the more vocal out of all three so by the time I got home from picking up the eldest, there was war. She does not hold back when she has something to say, so she gave it to him with both barrels. He didn't hear any of it as you dont when there is yelling. Anyway, we will work it out one way or another. Must go get ready to take Bj to the beach. I have been so sick the past five days I have hardly spent anytime with her. Take care Alana ... View more

The toothpaste is also biotene. Know what you mean about the thrush! Although intimacy took a seat at the back of the bus during chemo and pretty much until the ostomy reversal. Weird to say but it did not bother me in the slightest. Wasnt until we thought about it later that I realised how long it had been!!!! Had to much else going on quite obviously with T, the kids, the house and all my fundraising. Things are no better really Jo. Some days are just ok and others are as I described previously. We spent a couple of hours just the two of hours yesterday. Would you believe I cant remember the last time we were together without anyone else that did not involve chemo, specialists etc? Of course it had to involve beer or it would never happen 😞 Take what you can I guess. Hope the biotene helps Alana ... View more

wow what a journey you have already travelled. Hope you will find this site as helpful as we all do. Welcome aboard the cancer train Judels. I hope we can all help relieve some of your pressure. Alana :-) ... View more

wow what a journey you have already travelled. Hope you will find this site as helpful as we all do. Welcome aboard the cancer train Judels. I hope we can all help relieve some of your pressure. Alana :-) ... View more