Hi Philrad I can understand how you feel - my mum just passed away of ovarian cancer last week. It's good that you got to spend some time together at home. My mum's decline was so quick, only a matter of weeks since diagnosis, so I'm having a hard time accepting even the fact that she got sick at all let alone died.. I too was so confident that she'd get through it - I think I had to be in order to just survive. I am just trying to get through each day, and I know Mum would've wanted me to be positive and try to get on with life. I hope you are finding comfort in family, friends and loving and lasting memories of your wife. Bella ... View more