Hello  905Fi, Thank you for sharing so openly. What you’re carrying right now is enormous, and it makes complete sense that you feel overwhelmed, burnt out, and uncertain about how to move through all of this. Watching your mother decline especially when she has always been vibrant can be very painful. The memorial book and living-wake idea are incredibly thoughtful. You’re doing an extraordinary job navigating something unbelievably hard. Be kind to yourself as you take each step. Grief truly is heavy. If you would like to speak to one of our health professionals, please call Cancer Council on 13 11 20. Take care, Adriana   ... View more