Hi Milo01,   I am really sorry you are going through this. It sounds incredibly intense, frightening, and exhausting, and it makes so much sense that you are feeling overwhelmed right. Many others in this online community have shared how some cycles can hit much harder than others, and that deep fear and doubt can come with it.   We are here with you, and if it would help to talk things through, you can call the Cancer Council on 13 11 20 and speak to one of our health professionals about the range of services available to support you. Warm regards, Adriana ... View more

Hi Milo01, Thank you for sharing so openly. What you are describing is something many people experience after treatment. When the intensity of appointments and chemotherapy eases, there can be more space for the mind to process everything, and it is very common for anxiety to show up in this way. It also makes a lot of sense that you would want to protect yourself from ever going through this again. Your mind is trying to keep you safe, even if it feels exhausting and overwhelming at times. Please know that you do not have to navigate those experiences alone. You can call the Cancer Council on 13 11 20 and speak to one of our health professionals to talk about the range of services available to support you.   Take Care and warm regards, Adriana ... View more

Hello CathyB6,   Thank you for sharing this so openly. it really does take courage to express how you are feeling. This forum can be a supportive space where others may relate to your experience and offer understanding or share their own journeys. You are not alone in feeling this way, and there may be people here who have been in a similar place and can offer connection and perspective. If you would like to speak to one of our health professionals, please know you can call Cancer Council on 13 11 20. Take care, Adriana ... View more

Hello Lindy65, Thank you for trusting this space with something so raw and painful. Facing the possibility of a total pelvic exenteration is enormous and it makes complete sense that you are feeling a mix of emotions and uncertainty about what to do. I hope some members who have been through this surgery will see your post and share their experiences. Please know that you do not have to navigate those experiences alone now. You can call the Cancer Council on 13 11 20 and speak to one of our health professionals. Take Care and warm regards, Adriana ... View more

Hello Frankyau, Thank you for reaching out to the online forum and for sharing so openly. I am sorry you are going through this. Getting this kind of news especially at 43, and as a single mum to a 9-year-old is completely overwhelming. Many people in this group have sat exactly where you are convinced it had spread, convinced they didn’t have long to live. The appointment on Monday is there to give you clear information and until you have that, there is still a lot of unknown, and a lot of possibility… there is hope, even if you can’t feel it right now. Please know that you do not have to navigate those experiences alone. You can call the Cancer Council on 13 11 20 and speak to one of our health professionals to talk about the range of services available to support you.   Take Care and warm regards, Adriana ... View more

Hello Troyc76,   Thank you for reaching out to the online forum and for sharing so openly. I am sorry you are going through this. What you have described is an enormous amount to take in, and it makes complete sense that you feel numb and in shock and many people reading your post will relate to it. It is clear how much love there is between you and your wife, and how deeply you care about her.   Please know that you do not have to navigate those experiences alone now. You can call the Cancer Council on 13 11 20 and speak to one of our health professionals to talk about the range of services available to support you.     Take Care and warm regards, Adriana ... View more

Hello  David1962 ,   Thank you so much for sharing your story with the forum. It is incredibly generous of you to describe your journey so openly and thoughtfully, and I am sure many members will find your experience both reassuring and motivating. Wishing you all the very best. Take Care and warm regards, Adriana   ... View more

Dear Milo01, Thank you for trusting this space with something so raw and painful. What you are describing sounds incredibly heavy, and it makes sense that you’re exhausted, frightened, and overwhelmed. The online forum can be a wonderful space to find support from others and share experiences. Please know that you do not have to navigate those experiences alone now. You can call the Cancer Council on 13 11 20 and speak to one of our health professionals to talk about the range of services available to support you.   If at any point you feel unsafe or at risk, please reach out to your care team or emergency supports. You deserve care and relief. Take care, Adriana ... View more

Hello Jennifer66, Thank you for reaching out to the online forum and for sharing so openly. This forum can be a wonderful space to find support from others who can connect with your experience and share their own stories. It really comes through how much you have already been through and how heavy this moment of decision feels. Please know that you can speak to one of our health professionals on 13 11 20. Cancer Council also has helpful booklets on surgery, chemotherapy and clinical trials that you might want to have a look at the website. Kind regards, Adriana ... View more